Monday, March 30, 2009

HUrm...itz QUite a WHiLE




salam alaik'....

well... aftr da long-long n long days..i've been not writing anythg..and now..i'm back!!..though, mayb juz dis tyme..and aftr dat i've got bz myself wif some 10 pages assignmnt, a thesis writing proposl & also a tez on dis Saturday...4 dose who juz read my blog..welcome!!!..nothing much interesting bout me..but i'll try aftr dis..2 make dis as a routine diaries i supposEd???....hurm...mayb..but, i've got 2 get a new cam 1st...coz, lot of interstg thing happnd recently..n i hardly can get a story 2 picture them 2 my readers..

nway..it would be more splendid if hv some visual effects that can picture bout all series of event...let see..hurm...mayb dis month..or da most is next month..insyaAllah...if i got some coins in my pocket den only wE caN c DA progress (plz not from my big savings!!!).... but How caN few coinS bUY a DiGItaL caMera???...hehe...juZ wait..juz wait...we'll juz c bout dat...


hurm.nway...dis morning i met a new fren..for me..i regard as a 'special' one...(owh...man...plz don't say it was a xxxx)...YUP!!..U r CorreCT..iNdEED iT's...hurm..elder says that a good looking people doesn't mean they would reflect da manners...well...for me ..it's interestg 4 me 2 noe...yes...It's my 2nd tyme...but..plz..not a repeated history again..my old days had enough sufferd me..n i dun wan 2 face dat days again..n rite now i'm improvg myself..there's so much diffrnt btween me rite now & me in da old days...

i realized dat..i've become matured enough 2 get 2 know people..n acknowledge them...so, da gud news i reward myslf is dat..dis is a steppg stone 4 me myself..2 change..well.ya noe..changed da...hurm...wateva lah...as long as i noe dat...i'll appreciate dis "new-knot-frenshp"...juz hope dat in da same tyme da other side can gv me some support..hurm..i noe.. a studnt days...bz 4 dis n dat...assignmnts..social activity, clubs & all other stuff relatd wif a studnt..i'll b waitg in patience..


but sOmetyme da thing dat feard me da most is dat...i might lost in dat challenge...well ya noe..living in both different continents of da world will nvr secured dis r/ship...(wut??...only wif dis channl?...may i survived in dat battle??...come on...leave it alone)....i....i dunno bout dat..i juz dun wanna 2 think bout dis anymore once i can c where my future r...only Allah knows....well, wat i can say is dat..i'll nvr surrnder..not even when shh...(shh???...wut shh??..she???..yeah we get it...)...

plz...relax..concentrate on ur stadi...furthrmore...da final juz in few weeks tyme...n u still got ur TTS belt grading rite???...juz believe in urslf..u r part of me...when got da chance...tell da truth...try 2 make an eye 2 eye contct..which means dat..not a blind date!!..hurm..wat people say dat words.."pandai-pandailah"....if felt dat u & xxx could keep up wif it den juz carry on...


well..wut can i say is dat ...dis all feelings & emotions thing...always make me blurred..n all of sudden i jump into conclusion dat i dun wanna 2 think bout it anymore...itz not a bad habit..but juz can't accpt when a strange person by all of suddn comes near me & start a converstaion..wow!!...dey..da opposite gender..came 2 me dat cloz??...i can't take dat risk..it does make my body shivering till now...i can't even accpt when dey gave me a strange look..asif...i'm their "backstabber enemy".....honestly, all dis sometime create a volcanic acids in my head..which suddnly make me feels "burst"...

n now..i'm change...not even dare 2 accpt dat challenge..."Mom, i'm a gud kid..n i'll always listen 2 u"...n still...at da age of 22...i feels like going 2 knock my head 2 da wall evrytime i think of dis..
hurm...(but dat was not relly happng here..juz a small gimmick... :P).....i juz dunno...

my life still got a long journy 2 go....n i...huhu..dunno wat else 2 say...when da rite tyme comes...i'll propose..oops....no..i mean...not yet....hurm...dat's all 4 now..enough wif dis "mrepek-repek"..i still got plenty of work 2 do....nywy.. recently i helped tn.Epi (salutation for my cnior)....wif his fil year project..hurm quite impressive..n yet, i still help him..n there's a possibility dat i'll 2 help him during his presentation days...hurm?...no MASUM??..

hurm..no relly sure bout dat..let tyme choose it 4 me..bcoz i dun wanna 2 b left behind...dis tyme i'm going 2 play well...well, who knows huh?.. only dis year is my last chance 2 join da basketball team...n yet i still absent from attndg the traing days..well...juz excuse me 4 dis week...2 much things 2 do...hopefully, i'll get selected...


i think dat's all 4 now....i'm rushg 2 finish da leftover assignmnts....huhu...juz only for da nxt 2 sem..n off me go!!!...yup..dats rite...mite' kudasai!!!...off mE go!!...hurm...relly hoping 4 dat day..

....huhu..-------------->>>> (^_^)<-------------------"all da bez 4 me...ganbattene!!!!

~CoLorS oF LiFe~


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