Tema ditukar...Tq..

Salam sumer.. :)

Hurm..da lama x bercerita dalam ni..



Maaf sebab post sblum ni terlalu sentimental sangat...hehe..(peace)


Sbnrnye, arwah merupakan kawan baik saya..jadi..x dapat lah sy melupakannya sampai bila-bila..


Hubungan kami??.. kawan yang rapat..we were closed back then..tp, Allah lebih syg pada dirinya..


Kami mmg rapat dlu..dari skolah menengah lagi..Kami slg membantu dalam hal-hal yang berkaitan dgn pelajaran..


Apapun..moga roh arwah dicucuri rahmat..Oh ya, selepas ini..kita cerita ttg sesuatu yg lebih menarik la...post2x sebelum ni terlalu 'emotional'..dan sememangnya tak sesuai kalo ada kanak2x bwh umur yg bc..hehe..


Still updating...stay tune

Sayonara'..

Salam'alaik...


Cuti...cuti dan cuti...Setelah lama berehat kini masa untuk menjalankan tanggungjawab anda Mr. Musyakir!!

You still got 20 pages presentation paper to be worked for end semester presentation
and yet, you still haven't met your Advisor, P.M. A.G...

So...Let's work hard...smile as always..there r tyme when people come and they may left you behind as they pleased in ur life, u noe..

take that sore of tears...get worked up and always think positive to move on...

Parents' will & prayers always accompany u...Don't make them sad for nothing...Still, ur pointers got to be "pull-push" so that u could be at ease

1st class, ya noe...1st class....

situation as always...Gotta be sooooooo worked up for dis last 2 semester...Hope...Spirit...Wish...Love...Where did U all hidden yourself for the time being??

I need U guys once more!!!!....Thrust....Gear....Brake....All sET!!!!


Please2x...Ganbattekudasai....Let's seek for da rainbow over the sky!!!!

Saudari Yusrina bt Yusoff..Beliau telah pergi meninggalkan kita....

Salam'alaik...

Di sini..saya ingin membuat satu pengumuman kepada semua kenalan saudari Yusrina bt. Yusoff..yang merupakan pelajar malaysia di universiti Surabaya dalam jurusan farmasi.

Allahyarhamah telah meninggalkan kita semua pada 30/6/2009 jam 05.30 pagi pd waktu tempatan..

jadi kepada kenalan-kenalan arwah samada jauh atau dekat yang ingin melawat pusaranya serta mengiktiraf erti sebenar persahabatannya...
silalah ke alamat yang berikut....

no 51 jalan cheng perdana 1/17,
taman cheng perdana,
melaka



diharap semua yang mengetahui berita ini agar sentiasa mendoakan agar roh beliau dicucuri rahmat..& semoga beliau dimasukkan dikalangan hamba - hambaNya yang solehah...



untuk pengetahuan semua beliau telah sakit sebelum ini ekoran daripada penyakit kanser (tumor) yang dihadapi beliau


diharap agar info ini dpt diforwardkan kpd rakan2x yg lain..



Yus, aku minta maaf kalau sebelum ni aku ada buat salah dengan kau
kau kawan baik aku selamanya..yus
(aku harap dapat bertemu dengan kau lagi di akhirat sana)

Send "Kau Sahabat Kau Teman" Ringtone to your Cell

...bUATmU tEmaN...

Telah tiba saat waktu kau tinggalkan kami
Kerana takdir Yang Maha Esa telah menetapkan
Sedih rasanya hati ini bila mengenangkan
Kau sahabatku kau teman sejati

Tulus ikhlasmu luhur budimu
Bagai tiada pengganti
Senyum tawamu juga katamu
Menghiburkan kami
Memori indah kita bersama
Terus bersemadi
Kau sahabatku kau teman sejati

Sudah ditakdirkan kau pergi dulu
Di saat kau masih diperlukan
Tuhan lebih menyayangi dirimu
Ku pasrah di atas kehendak Yang Esa

Ya Allah
Tempatkannya di tempat yang mulia
Tempat yang diKau janjikan nikmat
Untuk hambaMu

Sahabatku
Akan kuteruskan perjuangan ini
Walau kutahu kau tiada di sisi

Perjuangan kita masih jauh beribu batu
Selagi roh masih di jasad hidup diteruskan
Sedih rasa hati ini mengenangkan dikau
Bagai semalam kau bersama kami

Moga amanlah dan bahgia dikau di sana
Setangkai doa juga Fatihah terus kukirimkan
Moga di sana kau bersama para solihin
Kau sahabatku kau teman sejati

Telah tiba saat waktu kau tinggalkan kami
Kerana takdir Yang Maha Esa telah menetapkan
Sedih rasanya hati ini bila mengenangkan
Kau sahabatku kau teman sejati

wassalam..




p/s: sERINGkALI aKU MENaNgIS tERkENAnGKAnnYA..AdAKAh ia akAn MEmaRAhI kU SeKiraNyA
mELiHAt KEaDaaN KU bEgiNi>????

akU jaTuh & terus jatuh di dlm hidupKu..SemaNgat!! DI mANa KaMU menGhilaNG??? i'm feeling lost

Salam'alaik....

Suddenly...I...feel relly down...i dunno why....




sumtyme i'm feeling lost...ANyone could help me maybe?...




let me noe though....moreover, when i got dis recent news..






"OuR luvly broTher, Allahyarham staff kherow had left us all 10 o'clock dis morning"





...but, still ..





there's sumthing make me become quite depressed rite now..& by any chance..





to anyone out there ..got any motivations for me..





dun hesitate to let me know... by all of sudden..




i dunno..

i'm feeling worst..

does it gotta be wif da training dat we r curently having rite now??..... :'(

it's about life..of us..as a human..al-fatihah

Salam' alaik....

Wat a news..just few days before, i met him, & by all of sudden he happened 2 b

in between life & death...

about whom am I talking about?...it's about life..of us..as a human...

da one i meant juz now is our former intake coaching staff..

staff SeargenT Mohd Kherow Anwar Mohammad...

he was happened 2 b in an accident which had coz her lovely wifE & his baby boy,

Mohd Adam Danish died at da scene..


ADIK mangsa, Azri Ariffin, 24 memangku anak saudaranya, Mohd Adam Danish (gambar kecil kanan), 5 bulan untuk dibawa ke Kota Bharu untuk dikebumikan, hari ini. Rusnira Ariffin (gambar kecil kiri), 32, maut dalam kemalangan apabila kereta yang dipandu suaminya, Mohd Khairul Anwar Mohammad, 36, (tengah) yang terbabas melanggar pembentung parit di Kg Pengkalan Petai, KM47.5 Jalan Kuala Krai - Kota Bharu awal pagi tadi.

(for more detailed news click here: Ibu, bayi maut dalam nahas di Machang

wat a tragic!!...

"we all From 2006 Intake woUld like 2 giVe ouR woRds oF condolEnCe 2 him & relly2x

Feel SOrrY for Da mIseraBle tragedy"...

To sTaff SeaRgenT khErow wE all alWyz praY foR uR saFetyNess & da resT oF da fAMly...hopE daT u could OvercOme diS wiF a sTrong sElf-cOnfiDencE, as An aRmy sOldiEr & belief daT we All wIll Happen 2 reTurn bACk 2 ALLAH Almighty one day, sooner or later...

sO, there is a link dat i would 2 share wif u all...at least it could help us & guide us

from lost in dis tiny, little world...

Tujuan hidup manusia
(may i??...miss AtiXXX..juz sharing wif others..waS it OkaY wif U??)

dis article of "tujuan Hidup maNusia" was taken from a fren blog..i need much more tyme

den any fren does hv in order 4 me to elaborate dis in details in my blog...wateva,

hope u guys will be benefit from dis...




p/s: everything come & passes by...sooner or later..our tyme will come...death is da only thing standing near 2 mankind..believe me..

CorPoRatIon oR cO-oPeratION???

Salam'alaik

So, now i'm bAck!!..

Afta 3 days & 2 nite spent in da junGle.. i realized dat, in doin' sumtin',..

a deep understndg bEtweeN memBrs of tEam conTrolld the siTuation..part of it,

the leader who r da one play major role in organizing & ensuring 4 everytin' 2 b

put on da ryte tyme situation....

well, surviving in a deserted area may confused those who r rely easily stumble

especially if da mind doesn't fixed well..

complicated isn't it?..evrythg seems 2 b so structured outside of well

functions brain..be in a critical & analyzing fear, 2 expect sumtin' unexpected & da most

important of all da actions must b well coordinated wif da plans & orders...

living there, has make me realized dat, sumtin' must b change in order 2 b suit

wif evrything... 2 put ideas, & self discipline well through as well as not to fail da

entire rooms of da plan...believe in urself, 2 control ur emotions as well as 2 reach

da objective is da room which left for one 2 make a success move from da action

parts...

what was it all about?..does it necessarily 2 b called for a planned corpoRation or

cOmMaNd & contRol of a gRoup Co-orporatION??


anY -1???




p/s: bcoz i alwyz believe dat there is a room 4 change..2 change sumtin' must b necessary 4 da future unexpcted plans

Hope...U driVe mE crazY..

Salam'alaik...

JUz NOw, wE haD quIte an ExpEriEnce DaT's neither Predicted nor Told by otherS in our worlD...



dOing a so-called ExTReMe exercises may Kill Ur bReath...PunIShd bCoz oTherS haD beINg suCh a CUstOmaRy life in Our WOrld as a Cadet offiCer..




though wateva happens, yet still got 2 yrs to end dis miserabLe (thought) kinda life..



afta 2 yrs dat's wat a true meaning of life waItin' 4 us..as an officer..no longer a cadet officer...discipline, self-esteem, punctuality, & taking words responsibly...r da criteria dat we suppose 2 acquire in a span of Tyme..



& I honesTly bElieved daT daY wiLL cOme..eveN if Time Acted asif crawling pass through us....

daY by daY, such harsh training r alwyz being taken as lightly as we could..

bcoz of waT??



Wat woUld u Think Da ANsWer mIght b??...



No One couLd imaGIne....day by day..da onLy thing we have in our mind is only one...


When, thIs reach its enD???



onLy a Strong DeterMInatIOn in AchiEving Goals Will guarantee OUr pathway...



i haD once bEIng in desPair..

daT kinda feelIn'..

asif da world go against us..

hopefuLLy, dat daY will come...relly hope 4 it..

thank u 4 alwyz giving me da hope..

2 see da shine brightly again..in 2 years later....

mom....& my dearest friend...

yEs U...



inspirations help drive a life..

from such a failure

to a vital element of progress...



"hope..u driVe me crazy..relly it is"



p/s: relly tired & sleepy...but U inspired me 4 a hope..bcoz u r my inspiration..

FeeLin sTreSS bcoZ 2 muCh sTudy??? SLeEpY ??,,Dun WORRY..We Hv da reMedy..(^_^)

do U fEeL streSSed RecEntlY??..

to Much work 2 dO??..

2 Many papers to sTudy??..

exaMs sTressED??...

HeaRt brokEn bY Sum1??...

(ooh...dis oNe sorry..wE still dun Hv da Cure..

wateva..only Him knowS beTTer...hehe)

So..i manage 2 find dis sort of simple exercises....

kinda freak & funny..:P

anyoNe can try it..doesn't cost u even a penny...

hehe..try it..

It fun..relly it does..:P

""Our greatest glory is not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall."

p/s: u there!!!...all da bez 4ur exm...."life deserves a sacrifice BUT sacrifices doesn't deserve a life..not even once"

ni ala taichi sikit la... sebagai intro dan warming up..	tiru la macam ni... untuk melegakan bahu dan leher..	wa..wa.. aaa	gerak kekanan kemudian ke kiri..
gerak ke kiri kemudian ke kanan	ikut je ler... jangan terpusing kepala udah la..	tepuk kuat kuat kat dahi.. ni untuk hilang mengantuk..	dah tu buat gerakan tangan dan badan... buat macam happy aje..
kemudian goyang2 kaki dan badan sikit... buat macam takde masaalah...	buat secara aggresive pula... jangan peduli apa orang lain kata..	hilangkan semua stress...	pusingkan kepala...
tengok muka kat cermin sambil goyang2.. lawa tak...sape kulit gelap jgn trase plak	akhir sekali buat joget kucing... kalau tak hilang juga ambil bantal kecik gi tidur bawah meja

AmEMoUR dE tUja!!!

Salam'alaik...

EPy BesDay tO INtaKE 2006 !!!..cNior alEdY chaiYok!!! ^_^

iN my PlacE hERE..


wE aLL IntaKE 2006...


FinAlly cEleBraTE ouR


3rd yeAr aNNvErsaRY...



4 u all mY freNs,..i'm GlaD 2 B theRE wiF u...YeS!!!..wIF U aLL...



"amEmOUr De TuJA!!!!"

MaK??? ~hUHu.. Ro,..ya..Nun..dAl..waU....

Salam'alaik...


Orang kata aku lahir dari perut mak..
(bukan org kata...memang betul)

Bila dahaga, yang susukan aku..... mak

Bila lapar, yang suapkan aku.... mak

Bila keseorangan, yang sentiasa di sampingku.. .. mak

Kata mak, perkataan pertama yang aku sebut.... Mak

Bila bangun tidur, aku cari.... mak

Bila nangis, orang pertama yang datang .... mak

Bila nak ber man ja, aku dekati.... mak

Bila nak bergesel, aku duduk sebelah.... mak

Bila sedih, yang boleh memujukku hanya.... mak

Bila nakal, yang memarahi aku.... mak

Bila merajuk, yang memujukku cuma.... mak

Bila melakukan kesalahan, yang paling cepat marah.... mak

Bila takut, yang tenangkan aku.... mak

Bila nak peluk, yang aku suka peluk.... mak

Aku selalu teringatkan .... mak

Bila sedih, aku mesti talipon.... mak

Bila seronok, orang pertama aku nak beritahu..... mak

Bila bengang... aku suka luah pada.. mak

Bila takut, aku selalu panggil... "mmaaakkkk! "

Bila sakit, orang paling risau adalah.... mak

Bila nak exam, orang paling sibuk juga..... mak

Bila buat hal, yang marah aku dulu.... mak

Bila ada masalah, yang paling risau.... mak

Yang masih peluk dan cium aku sampai hari ni.. mak

Yang selalu masak makanan kegemaranku.... mak

kalau balik ke kampung, yang selalu bekalkan ulam & lauk pauk..... mak

Yang selalu simpan dan kemaskan barang-barang aku.... mak

Yang selalu berleter kat aku... mak

Yang selalu puji aku.... mak

Yang selalu nasihat aku.... mak

Bila nak kahwin..Orang pertama aku tunjuk dan rujuk..... mak

Aku ada pasangan hidup sendiri....

Bila seronok, aku cari....pasanganku

Bila sedih, aku cari.... mak

Bila berjaya, aku ceritakan pada....pasanganku

Bila gagal, aku ceritakan pada.... mak

Bila bahagia, aku peluk erat....pasanganku

Bila berduka, aku peluk erat.... emakku

Bila nak bercuti, aku bawa....pasanganku

Bila sibuk, aku hantar anak ke rumah.... mak

Selalu.. aku ingat pasanganku

Selalu.. mak ingat kat aku

Bila-bila... aku akan talipon pasanganku

Entah bila... aku nak talipon mak

Selalu...aku belikan hadiah untuk pasanganku

Entah bila... aku nak belikan hadiah untuk emak



Renungkan:
"Kalau kau sudah habis belajar dan berkerja... bolehkah kau kirim wang untuk mak?
mak bukan nak banyak... lima puluh ringgit sebulan pun cukuplah".
Berderai air mata jika kita mendengarnya........




Tapi kalau mak sudah tiada..... .....

MAKKKKK...RINDU MAK.... RINDU SANGAT....




Berapa ramai yang sanggup menyuapkan ibunya....
berapa ramai yang sanggup mencuci muntah ibunya.....
berapa ramai yang sanggup mengantikan lampin ibunya.....
berapa ramai yang sanggup membersihkan najis ibunya.......
berapa ramai yang sanggup membuang ulat dan membersihkan luka kudis ibunya....
berapa ramai yang sanggup berhenti kerja untuk menjaga ibunya.....
dan akhir sekali berapa ramai yang sembahyang JENAZAH ibunya......

Seorang anak mendapatkan ibunya yang sedang sibuk menyediakan makan malam di dapur lalu menghulurkan sekeping kertas yang bertulis sesuatu. Si ibu segera mengesatkan tangan di apron menyambut kertas yang dihulurkan oleh si anak lalu membacanya.Kos upah membantu ibu:

1) Tolong pergi kedai : RM4..00
2) Tolong jaga adik : RM4..00
3) Tolong buang sampah : RM1.00
4) Tolong kemas bilik : RM2.00
5) Tolong siram bunga : RM3.00
6) Tolong sapu sampah : RM3.00
Jumlah : RM17.00

Selesai membaca, si ibu tersenyum me man dang si anak sambil sesuatu berlegar-legar si mindanya. Si ibu mencapai sebatang pen dan menulis sesuatu di belakang kertas yang sama.

1) Kos mengandungkanmu selama 9 bulan - PERCUMA

2) Kos berjaga malam kerana menjagamu - PERCUMA

3) Kos air mata yang menitis keranamu - PERCUMA

4) Kos kerunsingan kerana bimbangkanmu - PERCUMA

5) Kos menyediakan makan minum, pakaian, dan keperluanmu -PERCUMA

Jumlah Keseluruhan Nilai Kasihku - PERCUMA


Air mata si anak berlinang setelah membaca apa yang dituliskan oleh siibu. Si anak menatap wajah ibu,memeluknya dan berkata,

"Saya Sayangkan Ibu ". Kemudian si anak mengambil pen dan menulis "Telah Dibayar" pada mukasurat yang sama ditulisnya.

"Jika kamu menyayangi ibumu, "forward"kanlah post ini kepada sahabat- sahabat anda.

p/s : adapted from forwarded e-mail

EnD Of paIN..what'S nEXT??

Salam'alaik....

It was relly quite a tyme...alhamdulillah...da pain disappeared and still i got things to do especially wif my readings and focused on my future academic writing title...

So, at about 2300hrs juz now, we had a house dinner as a token of gratitude as we all had finished our final semestr examination.. (specialy mine dat da only one left and itz finally over dis morning...)...

ThanKs A lot 2 both of my cniors..aft all i heard he (da one who spent his penny for da food) is one of the enlisted students (from his course) for graduation's day and commisioning ceremony...all da bez 4 u guYs!!!!

Yet, still i'm having tyme with them......hurm..so, final exm already ended.....
what'S nEXT??

Publish Post

GoIng OUt Of BUsINESS...4 a 4thNite...(i guEss)

Salam alaik...

So, in these 2 weeks tyme...i'll b quite busy...Why???
B'coz, i got papers 2 attend (EXaMS daY)...starting from

--------> at 1415 hrs , April 26th
The Philosophy of Warfare


--------> at 0900hrs, April 28th
Acculturisation of Entrepreneurship


--------> at 0900hrs, April 29th
Non - Traditional Security Issues

---------> at 0900hrs, April 30th
Laws Of Armed ConfliCt


---------> at 0900hrs, May 4th
Counter - InsuRgency Warfare


---------> at 1415hrs, May 5th
InternaTionaL LaW


& lastly...


---------> at 0900hrs, May 6tH
WaR & cOnfLict

YoU GuyS sEE IT thrOugh RitE???.....TheREfORE, pRAy 4 My sUcCeSS wiLL yOU???

..hoPefUlly...I Will MaintAIn My CGPA dis tyMe...huhu

bY THE wAy...

i woUld Like 2 deDicatE dis MsG 2....sum-1

"I duN MEaNt 2 BrOke Da PrOmiSe...i on9 & sEE u Through...Juz In INVI MoDE...hehe
wElcOMe BAcK!!!,,,Sure It waS a VerY niCe triP isN't it??...puT iT in URs.......sO, I cAN reaD thrOugh....Sory...quite busY dIS tyme...MaYb wHEn i'm Free We'l Hv a LittLe cHAt k?..n NIce 2 NOe U..StriVE sMart 4 a foreSeeN futuRe"

(owh..yeah..i nearly forgotten... I wrote panda instead of bear...huhu...a simply reckless of mine...nvr change...huhu)

~Daa~.....




p/s : Itz a ToUgh ChaLLEnGE 2 B an OffIcER & GenTLemaN...But i noe..soMehow...i can DO IT!!!!

DebATes??? ExAMs FeVA???

Salam'alaik

So, the tyme rite now is 0134hrs...& i juz finished ironed my no.3 dress...huhu....it wasn't properly dried until i ironed it...on da day b4 yesterday....dat's saturday..we had a marathon debate...6 groups wif 3 diffrnt titles...everyone were enjoyd listening 2 da debate...but, i'm sory..stil dun hv pictures of dem till now...

debates during school tyme...taken from sum1 blog..TQ...(^_^)




but more professional like dis one..........( gambar hiasan)

(YAWWWWERRRRRGGHHHH!!!!)...wat sound was dat?...ooh..i c....dat was da fantastic football..fanatic fans...fanatic watchers...all dose sort of "f" kinda thing..sum of my frens (cniors & juniors) were watching football...dunno...which team are fighting....so, recently...itz hard 4 me 2 closed my eyes bcoz of these fanatic fans shout and cheers...dare is 1 day where i suddnly woke up at 0430hrs in da morning...but, on dat tyme i was just sleeping for about 2 hours...

imagine it u Guys!!!...i thought i already late 4 morning parade....(usually we have morning parade at 0630hrs from monday to friday)....huh!!!...all these fanatic fans are quite troublesome...wheneva dare is important match or if their fevret them were plyg...they r alwys dare....

4me..itz bettr 2 go sleep rather than watching football all over da nyte...so, where did we stopped juz now?....haaa, my debate..huhu...so, i think i will explain more on our debate once i got da most right tyme,....

continued....

now is 0701hrs...i'm sorry..by all of sudden..i fell slept...i felt like very2x sleepy last nyte...hehe...when i woke up dis morning..itz already....0550hrs...Subuh prayer time.....so, yesterday was about da debate....


so, 2day is about exams week....

"2 all my frens in M'sia outside there...plz be ready..i noe u all can do it.... all da bez 4ur final semester ExMs!!!"

yesterday, i juz finished one assignmnt...i alwayz look at my frens...n wat we can say is dat, diffrent people has diffrent way to study...but, studying at da last moment of tyme...is not da most apropriate way 2 show our honesty and honour as a student...moreover, when u r doing "toyol" kinda of thing...dat is even more worst...u are not ready for da exm, n yet u r commitg something opposed the basic doctrine as student..we hv our own rules of law....in order 2 sEEk SuccEss wif any efforts we had put in, we need ourselves 2 do the steps...

1) DuN maKE a lASt MinUte sTadI....itz LikE eaTing a NicE RooSteR wiF ur StomaCh fULL

2) doN'T reaD unLess u R coNcenTrating...BcoZ studies show Dat PeOPle maNage 2 give only 7 minutes a full conceNtration..& afta dat they'll Lost...




3) aVoid caFein when STudYing...bCoz...diffrnT peopLe sUits thEMslVes diffRntly...uSuaLLy the nEw LearNer..."baru BerJinak2x" wif caFein wiLl bE in Big trouble if By All of SUddEN thEy feel tIred dUring the exM tYme...so, I SuggEsTd u All 2 stadi eaRly, Get EnouGh sLeeP...& dRInk Lot oF waTer...





4) teLl oUr PareNts...waT da paPErs dAT we'll b AnswrIng & let theM Noe How ImpoRtanT thEIr PraYErs for us..

5) sTudYg in a GrOuP WiLL Help uS wiF oUR diFFrnT leVEl of UndRstAndG...DOsE wHo dON't Noe, ASK FoR da ANsWER...n DOsE wHo kNoWs so mucH...LeT uR fREN inForMed...




6)b4 Da ExM, sEE uR tEaCHErs / LecTurErs 4 DA lAST TYme..WhO KNOWS...MAyB he Or She alReaDY sPlT out CursE on U....makINg u fEELg duMber tHaN beFORE...;P

7)RelaX in FigurINg prOBleMS...anSWers Is Not daRE If We CaN't eVeN aNSwr da BaSIc QueSTionS oF nEEd to OursELves...such aS...4 MusLim..."Hv i praYed alREadY?"...& oTher OBligaTionS daT we r BounD 2....



8) dUn 4Get..waTeva wE r DOIng...StaRt wIf "in Da NaMEs of ALLAH...".... & enD it wIF....."pRaiSe 2 ALLAH"

9) aNd laSTly, waTevA eFFort wE haD put On...maKe sUre OF oUr reliaNce on ALLAH s.w.t.. & fOr nOn-musLim Out TheRe...believed in Ur God....wHolEheartedLy...beRtawaKal...it wiLL hElp US noT 2 b EasIly bEing in DesPair....n lose of hOpe...

sYUkran..



insyaALLAH....



n...

now still.. 2 xssignmnt left for me 2 b finished...actually, i'm waitg 4 someone returns...dis person is a nice person dat i recently get 2 noe...well...itz not worth if i'm telling u all who dis person is.....ok..enough said...



so, about da debate...i'll let my readers know bout it later on...i bet u all will laugh 2 death if u read my post bout it..hehe...okla...i'm missing my fren...huhu.....YOSH!!!!

14Th aPriL??..aNYoNE???

Salam alaik....

Hurm....yestrday was quite a busy and tiring day...last nite, i was rushing 2 finish my presentation's slides & in the same tyme my cnior was asking 4 my help with a software...he need dat 4 his paper documentation in his PSM report...to include pictures in a text report...especially to embed it from motion pictures...so, he need dat software, 2 take still images 2 b include in the report...

So, last nyte was quite a bz day 4 me, searching 4 dat software especially when there are so many applications dat we could access & download  through da net.. with each one of them serve diffrnt functions...Waiting 4 my group members 2 come along & help me finished da presentation's slides was another story....

in da mean tyme, one of them came by and told me dat a cnior called him up 2 eat some "layer cakes" from sarawak...adeyh,.. he came up in front of me juz only 2 let me noe about dat??? ...huhu..i'm da one who suffrd waitg 4 dem..n by all of suddn he came wif such a pose...hurm..oklah..what could i do..."pegi la makan..." i said... so,  about 3 hours searching for da software ...finally, i found one...alhamdullillah..thank god...but, my eyes barely could open anymore...waitg 4 my frens...owh..."i think i need some rest now"....after all, it nearly about 2 days i got cold...& still rushg 2 finish da leftover assignmnts...

n when i woke up dis morning, i was lying on the bed, n thinkg dat there is sumthg special 2day dat i nearly 4got...but, still it didn't make me hasten, on doing sumthg..yet, my slides hasn't finished not even a single..huhu..but, i'm not relly sure..."Such a special thing it is today"...but i barely could do anythg unless the right tyme has come....it takes quite a tyme for me 2 figure out...so, i'm juz thinkg 14th April..wat does it tell me?...

Was It a BirThdAY???

oR

An aNNiversaRy ???

anYonE???

"tulisan dia memang macam tu cikgu, tulisan yg paling hodoh di sekolah ni..."

Salam alaik...

Jam menunjukkan tepat jam 12 pagi...Di kala ini..terasa sejuk pula...tambah2x lagi perubahan monsun  di Malaysia ni yg rancak beserta perubahan cuaca baru-baru ini....dengan hujan yg renyai2x..serta wiNdBreAKer UPNm yg AkU pakai semenjak akhir2x ini...memang menampakkan perubahan yg ketara terhadap cuaca di Malaysia yg kerap kali hujan terutama di kawasn ibu kota Kuala Lumpur ni...

Terjenguk sebentar aku ke luar tingkap...."sejuknya lah"...bisik hati kecil ku...melihat keadaan ini..aku terfikir bagaimanalah nanti masa depan ku di luar sana...sedang jauh melayang fikiranku..."uhuk..uhuk.."..aku terbatuk dan tersedak2x.....dalam 2-3 hari ni.ku rasakan bahawa perubhan cuaca yg berlaku kini kerap memberi kesan ke atas kesihatan ku...mengingatkan aku tentang suatu masa dahulu...

mengimbas kembali pengalaman ku di bangku sekolah...ketika itu, aku teringat kenangan manis bersama rakan2x ku yang lain..bermain bola keranjang...pada petang itu..kami telah sepakat untuk bersama2x melepaskan "dendam"...maklumlah,..baru je habis PMR...tambah2x lagi masing2x dah ada hala tuju tersendiri selepas ini....hujan yang turun dengan lebatny membuatkan kami makin rancak bermain...kilat sabung-menyabung tidak menjadi halangan buat kami...sebenarnya, aku lah yang menjadi perancang utama..memberitahu kpd rakan2x yg lain utk bersama2x bermain bola keranjang pada petang Jumaat itu...

"SLUMBER PARTY"

"Petang ni, ada slumber party...(basketball match)...datang jangan x datang!!", pesan aku kpd rakan2x yg lain sblum masing2x beredar pulang ke rumah pd pagi itu...berada di dalam satu kelas yg sama, seramai hampir 50 orang langsung tidak menganggu kami untuk memberi lebih tumpuan terhadap pelajaran..

yelah..pd asalnya terdpt 3 aliran, bhs arab, sains pertanian dan sains tulen...sungguhpun tergolong di dlm kelas sains tulen, x bermakna aku akan menjadi seorg bakal doktor, atau pekerjaan yg seangkatan dgnnya..di dlm kelas tingkatan 4 ini, semua 'allstar' dr 3 cabang kelas di satukan...semuanya atr yg mendapat anugerah pelajar cemerlang pd PMR 2002 yg lalu..

ketika hampir pukul 6.30 petang kami berhenti bermain...tambahan pula masing2x telah pun lencun disebabkan seronok bermain hujan...ketika itu, aku bersuara kpd rakan2x ku..."Selepas ni, masing2x dah ada hala tuju masing2x...jangan kita lupakan guru2x kita di sini...dan jangan sekali2x kita pulang semula ke sekolah ini hanya kerana tidak dapat membiasakn hidup dengan persekitaran yang baru".....habis saja aku berkata2x..masing2x tergelak...aku tersenyum...tiba-tiba salah seorang dari kami bersuara..."OK...fine..kita tengok siapa yg datang balik dekat sini nanti"....masing2x tergelak mendengarnya..

BEBANAN VS TANGGUNGJAWAB

aku bersyukur sangat..aku dapat membuktikan kpd rakan2x ku yang lain, khususnya adik2x junior ku di sekolah itu yg aku mampu berjaya sungguhpun aku adalah pengawas di sekolah...maklumlah rakan2xku kebanyakannya memandang jawatan yg dipegang sebagai suatu bebanan dan bukannya tanggungjawab...besar perbezaannya tu antara "BeBanan" dan "Tanggungjawab"...,,

maklumlah, dah jadi pengawas ni...nk kena buat macam2x perkara dkt skolah..buat laporan disiplin, bantu cikgu menyediakan pentas di perhimpunan..buat itu..buat ini...huhu...kalau kita memandang itu sebagai suatu bebanan mmg la payah utk kita melakukannya..kerana tidak ada unsur2x keikhlasan di dalam diri...

sungguhpun begitu, aku tahu bahawa di kalangan para pelajar di sekolah, pengawas sekolah lah yg paling dibenci...yelah..mana taknya...lewat ke sekolah, kena ambil nama, buang sampah merata2x kena ambil nama, buat bising dlm kelas kena ambil nama, buat masalah disiplin kena ambil nama...bila masanya tak kena ambil nama? sampai satu peringkat mrk menggelarkan pengawas sbg "anjing guru"....dan di conteng di belakang bangunan sekolah nama pgawas tersbut......mmg kasar bunyinya kan? 

tapi, nk buat macam mana..tanggungjawab..dari situ lahirnya keihklasan utk memberi sumbangan kpd sekolah....apapun, sejauh mana bumi ku pijak...di situ jualah langit dijunjung...siapalah aku ini tanpa rakan2x seperjuangan di sekolah...walaupapa pun yg aku lakukan, aku tidak menjauhkan diri dr bergaul dengan rakan2x sekolah yg lain...tanpa mngira usia, dan bangsa mereka...

mereka mengenali aku dan mengiktiraf kehadiran ku di kalangan mereka...pelajar india mahupun cina...bergaul dengan rakan2x adalah tradisi bagi ku...ini semua adalah pesanan yg seringkali menghinggap bibir telinga ku...."tak kira, melayu, india mahupun cina...semua orang kita kawan", pesan ibu bapaku..dan sehingga kini...apabila aku pulang ke rumah...ada saja rakan2x yg dahulunya bersama2x di sekolah menegurku..

teringat aku akan kata-kata Pn.Zunainun yg mngajar aku mata pelajaran Bahasa Malaysia ketika di tingkatan 3..."tulisan kamu ni...ishk2x..saya x boleh nak baca...kamu ni nak jadi doktor ke?", sindir nya..

Itu la..doa dari cikgu ku...sedangkan aku sendiri belum lagi memikirkan cita2x ku ketika itu.."entah betul entah tak aku jadik doktor nih?," aku mengeluh di dalam hati...rakan2x di sekeliling meja ku tergelak..salah seorang daripada mereka menyampuk "tulisan dia memang macam tu cikgu, tulisan yg paling hodoh di sekolah ni...Haha!!!.," sampuknya lagi...

itulah antara perkara yang aku teringat ketika aku merenung jauh ke tingkap bilik ku...sedar x sedar jam dh menunjukkan jam 1.30 pagi....masih banyak lagi perkara yg perlu aku setelkan....aku terfikir semula apakah kehidupan di matrikulasi dulu adalah titik tolak bermulanya perubahan di dalam hidupku ini..

Amir, Nizam, Nik, Kai, & Amir...tiba2x aku teringat mereka....